5 monf slumf

kids

In the 5 months since I’ve blogged, I’ve gone and had me a baby. I’ve recovered from a(nother) painful and somewhat traumatizing childbirth experience. I’ve lost 89% of my baby weight in 2.5 months. Yet I’ve also metamorphosed from fiercely determined to exhausted and unsure.

I put a lot of pressure on myself. I worry a lot about how I’m going to succeed and how quickly I can get there, yet feel like I’m constantly running out of time. I lose focus and motivation and just want to lie on my couch like a sack of potatoes. I can’t help but admit that the power of procrastination has gripped me and left me powerless. It always has. I have 8 months left before I return to the office (?) and so much to accomplish in that inflexible time frame, yet I sit at my steno machine, write, yawn, and shut it down shortly after to have a nap.

I can fill up this page with excuses: I have two kids. I’m tired from nursing every few hours, which makes me hungry and want to eat more. The gym schedules its classes early in the morning and I can’t get up. Yada, yada, yada.

Why am I blogging again? Why am I using social media again (oh gosh)? I guess I miss getting on the computer and using a normal keyboard to write, and I need IG for shameless self-promotion (follow me: preferredfate) LOL. More so, I miss having an outlet to vent my elation and/or frustrations, and getting valuable feedback (not to mention off-the-cuff comments/conversations). And posting photos of my beautiful children, of course.

The fact that I finally opened up my WordPress App and saw that people are visiting my blog to this day is surely the real reason. Thank you, readers, for supporting and inspiring me.

Now that I’m already at my computer, I’m going to do some steno practice. And maybe even an at-home workout (thanks Hulu).

Sincerely,

D.G.C.

2 thoughts on “5 monf slumf

  1. Fred says:

    Glad you’re back in the blogging game and nice recap of the last five months. I hope the family is doing well and you all enjoy what’s left of summer.

    Keep pushing yourself to higher goals, and bigger dreams. i once read a quote that said, “when it seems that things seem to be falling apart, it just might mean they are falling into place”.

    Looking forward to your next entry and seeing you post things again on IG

    Say hi to everyone for me.

    1. preferredfate says:

      Wow that’s a quote I like! Thanks for that! I do have a few ideas swirling around and I hope to be more consistent in conveying them. We should hang out soon and get some dessert.

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